Fast facts (if you don’t have time to read the full post): Welcome to chemo week!!! IT IS MY LAST RED DEVIL CHEMO! We have MADE IT! Time flies when you are getting poisoned. We need to celebrate somehow. Red jello shots without alcohol? Maybe we can put a little whipped cream on top. Okay, that would be really funny to bring fake jello shots with me to chemo on Thursday. I might have to do that now…

TO THE SHORT VERSION!

Today felt like exhaling after holding your breath under water. I wasn’t weighed down by fatigue. My brain felt open like the blue sky. My head doesn’t feel like it is going to explode anymore. I feel energetic. I exercised this morning. I ate normally today. I got a lot done at work and solved so many problems!

This is as close to normal as I have felt like in a long time.

I am taking this good day as a sign and I am preparing for battle on Thursday. I hate that how I feel and how I am functioning can fluctuate so quickly. I guess it comes with the territory of being a cancer ass kicker.

So instead of spending my day writing a really long blog post I am going to go enjoy this rare moment and get as much as I can done! My goals are to finish processing all the sticker orders tonight and finalize the poster for my art charity event by Thursday. Of course I will have a full post about that this week! I will be calling on all of you magical readers to help if you have capacity and are willing.

Thank you my little cancer body for showing up today. I love you. ❤

Today’s song lyric of the day is brought to you by Lizzo.

“Woo girl, need to kick off your shoes
Got to take a deep breath, time to focus on you
All the big fights, long nights that you been through
I got a bottle of Tequila I been saving for you”

– Good as Hell, Lizzo